schadenboner means: You want to be with someone, but hate yourself for liking them. Not quite a grudge fuck. (in Community Dictionary, added by Asunción Ortega)
What else does schadenboner mean?
- Extreme pleasure at the misfortunes of other assholes (in Community Dictionary, added by Niko Ware)
- It is a way to take a great deal of pleasure in the misery caused by a loathsome, human-like being. A case of schadenfreude that lasts more than four hours is not considered garden-variety. The owner should seek medical attention. (in Community Dictionary, added by Declan Mack)
